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i feel kinda wierd this mornin wakin up….

ga tau… do u ever get the feelin that somethin is gona happen?

u dono wat it is… but u just have that gut feelin inside…

cant quite figure out wat it is… yet….

pagi ini gw males kerja… (kapan sih kaga? huahaha)

eniwe, gw bw film jomblo abis gw beli kmaren d ambas

so drpd bengong, gw ntn deh.

filmnya bagus n kocak.

kesimpulannya…

live life to the fullest…

i have no regrets…

if i had to do everything all over again

no hesitation

id do it all over again in a heart beat

does anybody know….

how do u move on?

who do u trust wen u dont trust urself?

y hasnt anyone come n rescue me?

y is all the wallpaper in friendster so girly…

come on… give me somethin i can work w/…

tadi pagi lage sama breakfast club gw, makan spageti goreng n minum jeruk panas, ngalor ngidul ttg hal2 yg tidak penting d dunia kita ini. trus ga tau gmana, ngomongin soal cw.

i think its similar to the question which came first, the chicken or the egg?

knp cowo itu suka playboy? krn cw itu suka jual mahal. coba kalo cw itu ga jual mahal, kan jadinya cowo ga usah nyari2 lage ya ga?

Or…. is it the other way around…?? knp cw suka jual mahal? krn ga bisa bedain mana yg cowo playboy.

so…?? which came first?

Its not some crappy bullshit about ones inner beauty that counts. Once u pass that, theres one more poison u gotta take. Its accepting ones flaw, uglinest and bad habits is wat luv really is.

U want the goods… u gota b willing 2 take the bad…

Jadi kadang kaya beli kucing dalem karung aja haha…

Its a package deal! r u willing to take the chance and risk ur heart?

Maybe i should take my own advice and take a chance… Maybe i should not waste time and show my bad side first to c if she can take it… Maybe.. it would b less painful that way if she decides to pass, since there would b less emotional investment…

i had a very interesting conversation w/ one of my realtives the other day. well actually, N, shes my cousin, B, hes the husband. anyways, theyve been married for awhile. 2 kids, lucunya…. i mean, im not saying that their parents aint gud lookin, but their 2 kids… yg kakaknya cw, shes up-beat, funny, smart, pretty… adenya co, hes got that babyface type face, smart, witty…

anywho…. goin back to the topic of this blog i dono y im writing this down… but thats another story in another time… wat was i gonna say… oya… critanya tu ada gw, ade gw, N ama B. Since our parents were talkin only heaven knows in the other room, we "younger" generation decided to make our own conversation in an adjacent room. out of nowhere my bro started 2 ask to B, wen do u know its the rite time 2 get married? jeeezz….. i thought 2 myself… we r definitely gona b spendin da nite there, cause it was already around 10ish at nite.

tryin desperatly 2 make an already complicated story, uncomplicated… meaning im tired of typing… they said that intinya adalah bahwa u and ur partner is one entity, one statement, in agreement, which means that there is no contradiction. guard the entity from third party! third party could b friends, mertua, family..etc

a very simple example… B and N tinggal d mertua indah. one day ada tamu pas wiken. B likes to relax pas wiken. pas ada tamu, he still wears baju kebesarannya, which is kaos n mendek. the mertua thinks its impolite and kinda rude. so the mertua ask N if B punya baju yg bgs ga buat d rmh.

dsinilah masalah simple n kecil bisa terjadi. masing2 N and B have options that could escalate into war or… dredam and act like org waras.

pertama, N bisa bilang k B exactly wat her parents told her, which could make B sebel. or N bisa membela B n bilang k ortunya bahwa its wiken and thats its B’s relax day, but still tell B to dress more polite.

If N tells B exactly wat her parents told her, B could b upset n all hell brakes loose. or he could try n understand that it is actually third party voice, not N’s.

both N and B have the option untuk menjaga prasaan partner, menjaga entity, n separate third party voice dgn komunikasi. 

baiklah sodara2… tired of typing in this cloudy wed afternoon. hidup gaji buta!!!